Talk to Internal Medicine on OCD Anxiety And Migraine

I am a 19 year old male. I am suffering from OCD and migraine from several years from ocd about 5 to 6 years. I have discussed this problem with my parents they didn't take it seriously I take time in toilet and during taking bath I am always anixous about my future.I want suggestion what should I do to delete with this problem sometimes I am desperate for doing something but when I am close to do that thing my heart starts to sink. My childhood was not that good my mother was frustrated and abusive and now in my teenage my father has been abusive and angry taunting.i am thinking to take some ssri's by my self can any one suggest me any tablet.i can't bear it anymore.