Talk to Psychiatry on Chronic Depression And Anxiety With Gastric Issues Turns Out To Be ADHD

I have what it takes to do whatever I put my mind onto cause I know I'm smart and ridiculously self aware but there's this executive dysfunction/ procrastination that wouldn't let any of it happen. I can't sit and focus on one thing for more than few seconds, can't watch a lecture hell its even become hard for me to watch a YouTube video without shifting between tabs (which are ALOT). I have severe emotional sensitivity and social anxiety and probably IBS. I used to take Paroxetine which only made me not rot in the bed all the day but didn't help otherwise. Currently my situation has reached to such a level that I think Im having memory problems and no wish to pursue anything anymore. I also took Rital (methylphenidate) which backfired and made me depressed, sleepy and irritated. So idk majority of symptoms suggest ADHD but it could be Bipolar so I need a proper diagnosis so I did a bit of a research and I can't afford any of the Dr's here that I think might be able to help me.