Talk to Psychiatry on Depression

Hi I'm Shahzaib I'm almost 20 years old My problem is very complex I Got nikkafied in 2022 after my nikkah in 2023 Some Families and relationship problems I fell like someone through up my love my caring my all fellings for my wife Im gone in trauma I'm very upset and sad cry every time why this happens with me I say to Allah she is my wife why my fellings my love go away from me In this time period maybe 1 month or somedays after I sleep and I woke up next day my memrory very poor I lose my focus my All I feel disconnected from my body from Allah from my self in this time period also I face sexual issues so I'm gone in more depression Performance Anxiety I don't know before about any Mental health conditions like that someone suggest me to go psychiatrist I start my treatment doctor gave me Quitin tablet Galaxy capsules Or inderal I take some days and I faced many side effects of Quitin I cant able to think well emotional issue I go to doctor I tell her about my situation she just sa