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My story is long and very complex. I have already tried multiple psychologists with no success. I'm a married guy with a 3.5 years old daughter. I had very very hard childhood but somehow I made to a successful life. I got married to woman whom I saw 1 day before Nikah and was not given choice for yes or no. My wife is extremely nice, well groomed person and most of all a very patient women which is rare now a days in young girls. Since I made my path to success from very humble background because of my mind being resilient to everything and everyone. The day I got married my whole philosophy of life got ruined, why? Because I had my own dreams of having a woman of a totally different kind then the one I got. I can remember from the age of 5-6 I was always attracted to chubby girls, she isn't the one. Also I fall for beauty with Brain, I find my wife extremely dumb like as intelligent as I was at the age of 10 probably. I have had multiple sex experiences before marriage and one of the