Talk to Sexologist on Homosexuality (gay)

Aslamo alaikum Dr. Mujhe ik cheez ne buhat pareshan ker rakha hai. Mein ik male hon per bachpan se mujhe larkion ki si adatein hain khud ko larki. ( female )samajhta hon aur sexual attraction larkon (male) ki tarf hoti hai larkion(female) ki taraf koi sexual attraction nahi hoti. Ab shadi ki age aarahi hai mein buhat pareshan hon kia hoga mera mazak na ban jaye. Badnam na ho jaon kahin . ye dar laga rehta hai Pehle mujhe lagta tha ke shaid mein akela hi esa hon mager logon ko social media platforms per is bemari se larte dekha to ( thora buhat) yaqeen hoa k ( shaid) iska ilaj mumkin hai. Magar ye nahi pata k konsa dr ilaj kerta hai. Please help me ( aur lazmi batein k waqai is ka ilaj mumkin hai???) please