Talk to Psychiatry on Drug Addiction, Emotionally Disturbed, Severe Anger, Bad Interpersonal Relationship

actually I have been taking drugs for a few years, just for fun but now I am facing mood swings, anger, don't trust anyone, feeling unloved, low self esteem, don't go out for anything with no decision making power or will power to go and find some work to do, prefer not to talk to anyone except the 2 and 3 . mood swings and other things which isn't my mind right now