I feel like i am losing interest in life lately. I am a doctor. I have a job. But i feel ambitionless. I am an introvert but my social anxiety has peaked to a new level. I avoid people. I have such low self esteem and no confidence at all. People around me do not understand me. They are never happy with me. I get suicidal thoughts. I have never planned about it but I feel stuck in life, i feel like this should just end now.and i should just vanish somehow. I feel low. Useless. I don't know what to do. And i am really confused whether i should consult a psychiatrist or not.